I think it’s very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone and not be defined by another person.
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| — | Oscar Wilde (via cavum) |
It’s gotten a lot harder now…I actually cried for you today…why? I honestly don’t know why… I wish I did though…you want me back and you tell me all these things, but are they true??? You broke up with me almost 3 weeks ago and you want me back… You haven’t stopped….that’s what makes it harder. Honestly I want you back because today I realized that I miss your hugs, us holding hands, your kisses, and just you…but i don’t know if it’s just my head playing with me or if It real? When you hugged me in P.E. today…i cried, because when you hugged me I felt that warm heart melting feeling inside…I missed that. But I don’t go back with you because what if you break up with me again for no reason? Or even worse for another girl? I also don’t go back with you because other people don’t want me to my cousins they already think I’m emo and then they’ll think I’m stupid…they’ll want to hurt you I can’t let that happen…and my friends they tell me not to because they dont want to see me get hurt…I JUST DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO….
-God please help me I’m so confused…please send me a sign that I’ll be able to notice on what to do…please I’m just asking for a NOTICEABLE sign that if I should go back out with him like in a dream….or something or a mysterious letter written and put in my room from God…please God help me figure things out… 3
